Tuesday, April 24, 2007

When God Ran

We sin, we fail, we dont meet expectations despite His efforts on us. We run away, we choose to rebel against. Yet He still waits. Why ? Because our God is one of second chances. He knows how we always fail, but He's never one to give up on us. Because of His everlasting love for us. He would never forsake us, no matter what we do as long as we repent.

God's grace for us is limitless. That love and grace is what made Him want to help us, to save us. As unworthy as we are, naughty little brats who never seem to learn our lessons, He still loves us. So much that He was willing to die for us.

Here's a song, about a rather well-known tale in the Bible, about the Prodigal Son. Despite running away from home and coming back penniless, his father RAN to him. Not walked, not strolled, he RAN. That's how much he missed his son. That's how much he loved his son. So much that he could not contain his excitement and RAN to him.

In case you're wondering, he didnt run to his son to scold him, mind you. In fact, after that, he brought out his best robe and put it on his son. Put a ring on the finger and sandals on his feet and slaughtered the fattened calf for a feast in his honour. Despite the hurt the son caused him when he left, despite squandering away his inheritance, the father holds no grudge, no anger but in their place, he gave his son incomparable love. All these because the son came back.


That's how much the Father loves you.






Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run

Was when He ran to me
, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran

The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run

And then He ran to me
, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as He brought me to my knees
When God ran – I saw Him run to me

I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day


I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again

He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”, He called me Son
He said, “Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me and then I ran to Him
When God ran

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Should i turn up ? Promised him a reply latest by today didnt i ? I must stop being so irresponsible. Such an important occasion. I dont know. Confused ? Afraid ? I dont know why either.




Lyon's new pet, can i kidnap it home ?

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

It's taking eons to download episode 6 of Trinity Blood after the last 5 episodes were downloaded in a mere 40 minutes. No, not much gore and come on, it's drawn blood. While the animation's nice - reminds me of FMA - it's not as smooth as many other series i've seen. Also, the anime adaption is rather poorly done imo. Nevertheless, there's HC III X aka Tres Iques. (:

Though, the manga still does the series more justice (and Tres looks better in it), check out the anime for a brainless action flick - not my genre, really.


For the uninitiated, Trinity Blood is based of a novel by the same name - just like Ragnarok - go wiki it for more info.
Sunshine.

Such a nice and cheery word no ? The damn movie was far from nice and cheery. Talk about gloom all the way. Argh.

Anyways, WTHH IS WRONG WITH OUR CENSORSHIP BOARD ?! IT SHOULD'VE BEEN RATED NC-16 AND NOT PG !!

Talk about blood and gore and disgusting things. Can you imagine the kids who end up being emotionally scarred coz of the movie ? Arghhhh.

I was so revolted that i lost my appetite for dinner. Should've watch the family-flick instead...

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

evan

Even though you're not feeling well youself,







thank you for loving me.

Friday, April 13, 2007

irking insomnia.

The damn insomnia is really taking a toil on the body. Almost fainted just now when leaving wenxin's place. Admittedly i drank a lil' but it was some 2 hours back and i didnt even drink much.

I really think it's due to the lack of sleep. Hearing the voices turn muffled, body going weak, vision blurred, head spinning. Blacking out for that 2 seconds or so.

I think i better pay Dr. Koh a visit soon. Sigh.


On a happier note, i got an A for pw. Praise the Lord ! (:

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Sleeping Sun

The sun is sleeping quietly
Once upon a century
Wistful oceans calm and red
Ardent caresses laid to rest
For my dreams I hold my life
For wishes I behold my nights
A truth at the end of time
Losing faith makes a crime

Monday, April 09, 2007

Ouran Host Club

Been watching this series lately, Ouran High School Host Club, it's funny in the sense that it's a shojo series that doesnt follow the normal flow, poking fun at the very genre itself is classified into. Also, the mangaka's insane sense of time and whacked humour just makes it a fun read. It's like comedy, brainless flick kinda feel to it. No need for much thinking, just a lil' brain cells working for maximum enjoyment.

Finished the watching the anime series already, the art work for the Hitachiin twins look better here, but alas, the anime's short - not that i reaally mind, since this is a shojo series and shojo series once dragged on, gets uber cliche.

Nevermind the uber whacked personalties of the characters portrayed; gender indifference of the female lead, the almost illegal cuteness of Honey-senpai, the taboo teasing the Hitachiin twins do, instead, just watch, read and well, enjoy the series.

Also, i cant express how in love i am with this piece. The opening for the series was well, catchy but the string version just brings the tune up a whole notch. Beautiful, but not too dreamy, very much my cup of tea.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Was thinking of somethings just now. About an entry from more than a year ago.


"I'm hot-headed. I'm harsh. I'm hyper. I'm callous. I'm cold. I'm offensive. I'm fun-loving. I'm eccentric. I'm anti-social.

But i'm not as tough as i want to be.



I just want you to believe i am."

- Valence


Dont tell me what you think of him. I really cant be bothered now. I told you before that when i decide on something, that's just how it's like. You can say it's ex parte, and i get irrationally irritated when people start bringing up dumb stuff i've decided against knowing. I've looked back, on more than one account; but i know, somehow things will always work out, no matter how bad the situation seems or what happens.

And i swear johann has something against me.

Monday, April 02, 2007

my dear friend.

I'm so, so glad we've moved on.

Love you to bits. (: